Monday, November 30, 2009

Hello.

I've been neglected this blog for a very long time!

Exams, and so on. What do you expect with broadband line? It's effing sucks, you know? Sometimes I have to restarted my line for few times in a night!

Most of all, the most retarded day when MAXIS BROADBAND DOWN FOR 3 DAYS STRAIGHT without sending any text message to inform that they are going to have a very slow connection due to bla bla bla *you name the excuses.*

Right now I am in LD, can enjoy happily the streamyx connection in my room with my laptop.

*loves*

In the mean time, I'm gonna have a so-freakin'-boring month in LD, since I've quitted gaming life. I have nothing better else to do instead of sitting and doing nothing.

Of course online is in my daily routine, but 24 hours straight online also you can become crazy okay?

So I decided to JOGGING!

WAHAHAHAHA! Something I have never been doing for these past few years.

I feel soooooooooooooo fat. Yes, my tummy makin besar boz.

So I told dad I want a new shoes for my jogging activity, my sister also want a pair of shoes.

Because she always had a headache, so the doctor suggest her to jogging. Hmm.. Dad gonna bring her to SMC for a medical check up soon.

Pity sista!

Well after went to the sports shop, I decided to go to the KFC. I FEEL LIKE WANT TO EAT KFC CHICKEN. So yummy, but not good for those who wants to started their diet again. Like me.

The normal excuses that I use to told myself is - Besok la diet. Hari ni last makan KFC, pastu jogging.

Well it works. I made myself to run today! :P

You know, a Dad always want the best for their daughter. Same goes to me.

We saw a fat girl before we went to the sport shop. I don't take a photo of her so I'll provide you a picture that I googled so that you can imagine how big the girl was. Sort of like this..


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Dad : You see that girl? Nda lama begitu la ko tu.

Me : #(*^@)^$)@(*^#(^@)&@)!!!!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

I love you Nenek. R.I.P


Sorry sorry for not updating my blog recently, its just I have no mood in writing about myself. :)

Justtt.. I don't know. I'm speechless. The best sentence to describe myself right now is just.

"Speechless"

And I have something to share with all of you..

I am so sad because I wasn't in a good mood when I was in Tambunan, I have trouble with my self, so I didn't talk so much and just sitting at the living room watching TV and sometimes went off to the bedroom.

I didn't talk to her, I mean.. I didn't sit beside her.

I DID NOT.


And the next morning, dad wakes me up because the taxi will arrive in any minutes and off to Kota Kinabalu.

I straight away to the toilet, I don't have much time to bath and so on because at this time, the taxi is waiting for me outside of the house. So what I did just wash my teeth and face. Change cloths and pack up my stuffs quickly.

But before I leave, I say goodbye to her. I rub her head and then I leave.

I didn't shake her hands.

I DID NOT.

And few hours ago, I just got words that she has passed away yesterday.

She is.. My grandma.

Last picture taken by me, a week before she passed away.

I never thought it was my last good bye to her.

Too bad I didn't shake her hands. I will never have any chances to shake her hands forever..

She has been sick for few months, it all started a day before her 80th birthday. Our family was planning to make a big birthday party for Nenek.

But it never was for her, we just celebrated it at the hospital while she was in coma.

And we still continue the birthday celebration since all foods has been prepared, all guests has been invited. We celebrate Nenek's birthday without her because she is in the hospital.

Now she is gone. Gone.. forever..

Rest in peace Nenek. We love you so much.