Monday, December 28, 2009

Blackberry Curve Javelin 8900

And here's my BABYBERRY! :) :)

My babyberry says hello to everyone!

Btw, I didn't buy it from Maxis. This is an AP set, its like I am gambling with my own money, LoL. Well waiting a call from maxis to inform me that the blackberry 8900 is in stock right now is like waiting for a GAY to kiss me.

But I'm so sorry for being orang kampung, I really don't know how to se the WiFi and the bluetooth.


For me, this phone is very simple, really. Only certain applications really killed my brain.

And now I can only txting and calling using my babyberry. Like wtf??

Since I only have few friends that using Blackberry, I can't depend on them too much. I have to make my own search and survey through the internet.

Lowyat Forum is AWESOME! They have a section for blackberry users, and seems I'm not the only 1 who is having a problem with my babyberry.

Lowyat Forum for Blackberry users section = Click Here

Btw I made a survey, and found out if I want to use the WiFi service, I have to activate the Blackberry Internet Service (BIS) with my network provider.

I am using Maxis prepaid line, means I have to purchase their super effing expensive plan!

Monthly BIS premium = RM98!

Weekly BIS premium = RM28!

For more information, click here = FAQ - BIS for Maxis prepaid.

Argh, I think I'm gonna try the weekly BIS premium 1st, see how it is going to work. Hopefully I only have to activate it once. If every time also have to purchase the BIS just to connect to the WiFi..

I'm so gonna be POKAI.

But if you don't try, you'll never know how to use your babyberry! :(

And the bluetooth, wtf. So muthafarking complicated. I tried few times to send mp3 from my other phone. Very hard eh, I guess I only have to transfer all the files to my laptop then only I sync to my babyberry.

Firstly I don't understand, I thought I can use the WiFi anytime WITHOUT TO PURCHASE THE BIS SERVICE. But according to my survey. I am wrong. :( Well I haven't have the answer for my own question, I still have to try the BIS service from Maxis 1st then only I know how it works!

For those who wants to own blackberry, especially like mine Blackberry Curve Javelin 8900. The basic functions like the music player and camera is quite good to me.

I'm satisfied with the sounds and camera! :)

Camera is 3.2 mp! I still look good in the camera, eventhough it is not the 5m.p and whatsoever. Who cares anyway? As long as it can took a picture of mine is good enough! Rather than have no camera at all.

Well the sound.. OMFG! I was so surprised at 1st, I really don't expect the sound quality is as good as Sony Ericsson phones, but still SE is much better a lil' bit.

I haven't survey my babyberry 100%, that's for sure.


My sister & I.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year ya'all!!

P/s : Pictures taken using my webcam!



Oh yes, I finally found a way how to connect through WiFi without purchasing the BIS after several attempts.

Yeah, here it goes :

Options > Advanced Options > Browser > Default browser configuration > Changed it to "Hotspot Browser"

No wonder I failed to enjoy the internet it was just because the setting was set to "myMaxis Mobile Portal"

And I can't stop myself to brag about my babyberry! Who cares anyway??!!! This is my dream phone and I have to wait few months to get it.

Not count in my Sidekick D-Wade. I've been waiting it since last year okay? When it comes to my life that I have enough cash to purchase it, suddenly shit happens and until today I haven't see my sidekick. :(

Woohh, I hate POS MALAYSIA.


I think this is the cutest theme ever I can search on the internet. I'll provide ya'all the link!

Click Here : OTA Juicy Couture blackberry 8900 theme

At first, I was thinking, WTF is OTA? Why I can't transfer this theme through my laptop? Why Why? Well, Google really helps me a lot!

OTA = You can only download the application/themes/whatever through your blackberry browser. The format is ".jad"

Desktop Manager Download = The format is ".alx" which means you can download it using your laptop/pc and then transfer it to you blackberry using Blackberry Desktop Manager.


So far, everything is okay with babyberry. Just I can't use the UberTwitter yet, argh! Why Why??

I've been download and reinstall the application but still it doesn't change anything at all!!

Who uses UberTwitter application? Can help me??????

Oh ya, several girlish and pinkish themes for blackberry 8900. Just want to share it with ya'all! :)

Click here = Nancy Drew Themes for Blackberry 8900

BTW, it is all OTA download.

P/s : Till then. I'll update more if I have anything else to share! :)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

New Love.

Despite being in the shitty mode and terrible mood swings recently, I have to admit that this is my worst holidaee ever in my life.

With the boringness plus with my very down moment ever, I can't help myself for playing ragnarok again to gain my strength and to cheer up myself instead of being a lazy ass girl laying down in my bed, sleeping like a pig and then woke up just to eat, watching tv and etc etc.


There was a moment I told myself "Ya ampun bgini ka hidup aku time cuti???!!!"

Boring and then yeah, I've been in the deepest shit hole ever. It was a wound before, it haven't healed but right now it became a HOLE.

Well stop talking about my boring holiday and my bad moment ever. It made my day so down down down and stop. Full stop.

Instead, I BOUGHT a new love for myself!!!


Lol, haven't touched it yet. Auntie bought for me in KL and posted the picture in my FB. Maxis in KK is so damn slow to order the blackberry. Damn farking slow.

I've been waited for 2 months for this! I'm waiting a call from MAXIS. But it never was.

The result I get is just MAXIS FINISHED STOCK FOR B.B Javelin even at KL also they don't have. WTF?

I was planning to buy this as a gift to myself on my 21st birthday. But when I went to Warisan/Damai maxis center, they don't have the stock for it and ask me to wait. Well okay. I went to Center Point maxis center, it has 1. But only left the display phone.

So stupid action, I refuse to take it. Since act like a bitch, I said I don't want it. I want the new 1 in a box. LoL

But I was wrong, for the rest of the week I was hoping for a call from Maxis. Again, IT NEVER WAS. So I went back to Center Point maxis center with hope I'm gonna bring my new love today.. But too bad, someone has purchase it. And I stood there and can't stop cursing to myself why acting so bitchy before.

LOL. My bad. :P

Again, I've one pending item from U.S.A . It is my D-Wade SIDEKICK 3.

I purchased this phone through ebay. It was posted from California on the 10th of September, and until today I never get the phone. FML.

I had the receipt given by the seller including the track number so I called the Custom KLIA asking about this.

Their answer was ..

"Your track number can't be track in our system since it has been declared as DOCUMENT. (My track number started from LC) So what you have to do now is just wait"


It has been 3 months, haven't received it yet. Fark.

Asked the seller, he said "Certain countries, their custom will held the item for a certain period for a further inspection. So what you have to do now is just wait"
Tunggu punya tunggu, habuk pun ndak dapat. Pantat betul.

Further more, this is my 2nd time purchasing an item from the overseas and I got a very bad experience from it.

So my advice is,

- If you want to purchase an item from overseas (example from U.S) , try to discuss with their seller whether they can use FedEx service courier to ship the item instead of using United States Postal Service (USPS). There are lots of experience I'd read from ebay's forum and lots of them has the same cases like me! So don't be like me!

- ACT FAST. Within 45 days, report to the paypal that you don't received your item. You can refund your money.

- Keep in touch with the seller!


Again, I am so bloody stupid I lost RM700 for that. Paying for a phone and never get it.

Btws, I still put a hope that 1 day I'll get my sidekick. :(

And as a christmas gift for myself, I WANT THIS!

Yeap! An Emporio Armani Women Watch, found this on few months ago, LOVE IT!

Mummy.. Daddy.. :D :D

Friday, December 18, 2009

Since I was so boring in my hometown, I found this webbie is interesting, introduced by my friend. Greatest way to kill your boring!

Click here =

It is a web that will arrange you to chat with a strangers all over the world. Go try it right now!!

Btw, being a Malaysian sometimes is weird. Take a look at these screen shots.

**Click to enlarge

He/She disconnected after I said I am malaysia. LoL


So, instead of Malaysian, I told them I am from ANTARTICA.

Result : Same.


Wednesday, December 16, 2009


Sometimes you don't expect something that you think it is IMPOSSIBLE.

But everything make sense right now, I really understand what does it mean by the word "COINCIDENCE". Hahahahahahahaha so-called coincidence.

Well I should move on to the next chapter of my life. We can't predict the future. Just hope everything is going to be fine soon.

Btw, even I felt DISRESPECTED but I have to swallow it. Because there is nothing I can do, further more it is beyond of my control. And thank GOD because he saves me before everything is getting worst. DISRESPECTED is just a word for those who don't know what does it mean and what does it feel it you are in my shoes.

Sad, yes.. I am still sad :)

Well new year is getting near, same goes to Christmas. I just want to wish Happy New Year and Merry Christmas to everyone who reads this. Tataa!

Monday, November 30, 2009


I've been neglected this blog for a very long time!

Exams, and so on. What do you expect with broadband line? It's effing sucks, you know? Sometimes I have to restarted my line for few times in a night!

Most of all, the most retarded day when MAXIS BROADBAND DOWN FOR 3 DAYS STRAIGHT without sending any text message to inform that they are going to have a very slow connection due to bla bla bla *you name the excuses.*

Right now I am in LD, can enjoy happily the streamyx connection in my room with my laptop.


In the mean time, I'm gonna have a so-freakin'-boring month in LD, since I've quitted gaming life. I have nothing better else to do instead of sitting and doing nothing.

Of course online is in my daily routine, but 24 hours straight online also you can become crazy okay?

So I decided to JOGGING!

WAHAHAHAHA! Something I have never been doing for these past few years.

I feel soooooooooooooo fat. Yes, my tummy makin besar boz.

So I told dad I want a new shoes for my jogging activity, my sister also want a pair of shoes.

Because she always had a headache, so the doctor suggest her to jogging. Hmm.. Dad gonna bring her to SMC for a medical check up soon.

Pity sista!

Well after went to the sports shop, I decided to go to the KFC. I FEEL LIKE WANT TO EAT KFC CHICKEN. So yummy, but not good for those who wants to started their diet again. Like me.

The normal excuses that I use to told myself is - Besok la diet. Hari ni last makan KFC, pastu jogging.

Well it works. I made myself to run today! :P

You know, a Dad always want the best for their daughter. Same goes to me.

We saw a fat girl before we went to the sport shop. I don't take a photo of her so I'll provide you a picture that I googled so that you can imagine how big the girl was. Sort of like this..

Dad's response.....


Dad : You see that girl? Nda lama begitu la ko tu.

Me : #(*^@)^$)@(*^#(^@)&@)!!!!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

I love you Nenek. R.I.P

Sorry sorry for not updating my blog recently, its just I have no mood in writing about myself. :)

Justtt.. I don't know. I'm speechless. The best sentence to describe myself right now is just.


And I have something to share with all of you..

I am so sad because I wasn't in a good mood when I was in Tambunan, I have trouble with my self, so I didn't talk so much and just sitting at the living room watching TV and sometimes went off to the bedroom.

I didn't talk to her, I mean.. I didn't sit beside her.


And the next morning, dad wakes me up because the taxi will arrive in any minutes and off to Kota Kinabalu.

I straight away to the toilet, I don't have much time to bath and so on because at this time, the taxi is waiting for me outside of the house. So what I did just wash my teeth and face. Change cloths and pack up my stuffs quickly.

But before I leave, I say goodbye to her. I rub her head and then I leave.

I didn't shake her hands.


And few hours ago, I just got words that she has passed away yesterday.

She is.. My grandma.

Last picture taken by me, a week before she passed away.

I never thought it was my last good bye to her.

Too bad I didn't shake her hands. I will never have any chances to shake her hands forever..

She has been sick for few months, it all started a day before her 80th birthday. Our family was planning to make a big birthday party for Nenek.

But it never was for her, we just celebrated it at the hospital while she was in coma.

And we still continue the birthday celebration since all foods has been prepared, all guests has been invited. We celebrate Nenek's birthday without her because she is in the hospital.

Now she is gone. Gone.. forever..

Rest in peace Nenek. We love you so much.

Saturday, October 24, 2009


Sometimes, life is not unfair.. :(

Just be strong to face it. :(


Saturday, October 3, 2009

Super pissed.


Honestly I don't care if you want to but, don't involve us to save yourself and let us became the "black sheep"

Mau jual nama, jual saja la. Mmg kawan mesti mo cover dan tolong sesama sendiri kan. Tp pandai2 la cover jgn smpi kmi yang kena benci pasal teda2 ni.

I know, I'm babbling. Just super pissed right now.

At one moment it hits the level until someone (a boy) wants to slap me and my friends, that is not cool.

Think you are better than us? SHOW ME WHERE THE HELL IS IT?

I tell you all, if "he" ever dare to slap me and my friends, I swear I'll drag my family into this matter. Dare to challenge me?

Where can you find a BOY, SUPER CHILDISH BOY who is younger than me trying to be a cheap hero and slap a girl.

Can I say "Dayus?"

Chop off his goddamn balls is the solution. I think he really have no guts to slap a man then he find a girl to become his victim. Really a super cheap hero.

Fuck you.

To all MAN who reads this, think twice before you are trippin' to slap a girl. Don't be a cheap hero. Otherwise you will become a..


Thursday, September 10, 2009

Great Music.

Simple update that will cheer up your day

Music makes the world go round :)

I have a video and a song to share with you all, sang by a friend of mine. The quality kinda sucks so I suggest you to turn on your volume to the max.


Here it is = >>Click Here<<

P/s : =D

Wednesday, August 5, 2009


Self proclaimed violent blogger.

How many "fuck" word I typed in my blog?
- Countless time.

How many "god damn" word I typed in my blog?
- Countless time..

How many "fucking" word I typed in my blog?
- Yes i know, countless time.

Whatever words I use, it is simply because --> I am just being Ann. Yes. I am Ann Rachel.

Do I have to pretend to be a good girl IN MY OWN BLOG? And for your information I am more violent in my real life.

What is the point of trying to be a good chick in virtual life, but when you saw me in real life then only you realized how rude I am?

Can we consider that as HYPOCRITE?

"Oh DearlyAnn looks soft,kind hearted,chicky and cute in her blog but last time when I saw her.. OMG!! She's so freakin' ferocious!"

Uh, that is now the way how I want to show myself. You want to know me? So this is me. The queen of cursing Ann.

So if you really don't like the way I blog, I never force you to come back again. But if you do love the way I am. You are always welcomed.


P/s : I am not angry, its just a simple explanation of being a girl who loves to write. You know? Defensive.. :)

Thursday, July 23, 2009

I'm back!

Firstly, I only have 3 words.. - OH MY GOD!

I knowwwww, its been almost 2 month I don't blogging!


Yeah, I am officially back into the bloggie arena! :)

Sorry for the zillion times that I repeated in my previous posts before! Its not that I am busy, I just don't have any mood in writing all these while.. You know? Sometimes there is a time when you feel you don't have any intention or what so ever even though that is one of your favorite thing to do!

Yes, I love writing!

But.. I don't know how to express my exact mood or emotion until my blog felt neglected! Forget about the past, lets move on!

I just came back from KL last month, and I have 1 story to share with all of you.


My daddy almost lost his money and wallet to the STUPID PICKPOCKETS in KL monorail!

What happened?

My family and I are on our way to KL Sentral from Bukit Bintang station, we are in group around 18-20 people so each of us seat separately.

I was unlucky, no available seats anymore so I just stand up and there was 2 kind man who gave their seat to me and my auntie, while daddy and my sister was sitting in front of us.

So these 2 man was standing, on the next station they were about to leave the monorail. Honestly I don't bother about anyone inside, I just dreaming by myself.


Daddy : "HEYY HEYY HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!" (with angry voice)

I was stunned, I don't know what happened, what I know is that time my dad was besieged by them and my sister's face is pale and speechless because this incident happened right in front of her.

You know what happened? This two madafaka goddamn stupid moron was about to STEAL my dad's money from his pocket. (Daddy just withdraw money so he put the money inside his pocket, not in wallet)

Luckily dad realized that, poor daddy. They managed to took off the money from dad's pocket but did not managed to steal it . Wow, great skills man! How did you do it? Can you teach me stupid moron???

And this incident was happened on his birthday, 29 May 2009.

Exactly after 1 year/12 months/365 days daddy lost his wallet to stupid pickpockets in Paris at Eiffel tower (Yes daddy lost his wallet in Paris on his birthday last year).

Refer here : Europe Trip!

What a stupid bad luck I can tell you?

I know they planned it properly, and they are working in group. Dad told me that one of them drop a KEY CHAIN right my on dad's legs. So he pretend to take the KEY CHAIN and on the same time touching my dad's leg to attract dad's attention while the other one acting real fast to steal dad's money and wallet from pocket.

Very nice co-operation I can tell you but sorry you guys FAILED because my dad is awesome and you guys are SUCKS.

Eh, wait.. This stupid madafaka moron, only drop a KEYCHAIN??? Not bunch of keys? Man you suck, yes really sucks. Buy key also no money?

Stupid pickpockets inside monorail will act like this, so you have to beware :

- Act nicely
- Smiling
- They'll pretend they are nice guys, and give their seat to you.

When they failed to steal dad's money, they run away before the monorail door closed. So clever! I don't know what will happened to them once if they got caught inside the monorail. One thing for sure I'll give them a nice kick right on their balls!

What past is past, so the next thing isssssssssss.. Okay few pictures when I was in KL :)

(You can view the complete pictures in my Facebook account)

At Bukit Bintang.

Melia Hotel toilet.

In Ipoh, at hotel lobby waiting for my cousin to pick us up to the church, attending my cousin's wedding.

My cousin, crazygambarman and his newly wife :D

Myself again.

Haha, represents me and someone's name. =)

Finally got 1. Yay! ;D

Enough with the pictures, I think most of you is in my friends list in my facebook account. Go view it there. ;D

Uh, I promised that I will post few pictures during Kaamatan in Tambunan right? My gosh, I know I was damn late but no worries! I'll post few okay!

I think she's the winner of last year Unduk Ngadau.

I am proud to be a sabahan Native (Dusun) , haha look at all these pictures of Unduk Ngadau, they are all beautiful.. Even though I am not pretty but at least I know my native has its own uniqueness.

Bah, aramaiti!

Uh, till then! :)

P/s : I can't stop cursing. Fuck you KL moron!

Saturday, June 13, 2009


Ohh I am so lazy! I wrote few lines then I stop. But I promise to post it all up, might take few days again! Tee-hee :)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Just got back home!

Dear I am home!

Feels good to be back home after 1 week in KL.. Will update later with pics and stories!

P/s : Yeah, with pictures during Tambunan Kaamatan too! I kept it for so long, haven't post it yet.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Puki Song !

I believe 90% of Malaysian will laugh when seeing this.



Eh Eh I just realize that the firce stance of the song is.. "Puki Puki Puki Cawaii"

If I am not mistaken, Cawaii - Cute

It means "Cute pussy" or "Puki Comel". WTF!!

I showed this video to mommy and she laughs out loud HAHAHAHA

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Pink Eye

Few days ago I felt like there is something inside my right eye.. And lots of what we called as "taik mata" , "biras" or "eye discharge" (according to Roshan) whatever la you called it until I am hardly to open my right eyes.

I thought its because I overly looking at the PC and wearing contact lenses for extended periods.

FYI, yeah I wear lenses like 12-18 hours per day but I NEVER wore it until 2-3 days. Few friends of mine wore lenses until 2-3 days and also 1 week.

The longest record I've ever heard of my friend wearing lenses is 2 months!

And that caused my friend's eye swollen, I was like "Oh fuck! You didn't open you lenses for 2 months? Goddamnit! "

My cute friend Ana, who wore lenses for 2 months! Do you want to challenge her??

Back to my story, I went to clinic and doctor said this is "Conjunctivitis" which I never expect that to be because I thought is because of my contact lenses. Yeah sort of infection la, and I can't wear lenses until I recover from it.

At burger stall after went to clinic. Spot my red/pink eye?

Well, its been 5-6 days I did't wear lens on my right eye, so weird when I have to stare at someone or something using my left eye and close my right eye.

Do you know what I mean when staring/looking at someone using 1 eye only? wahahaha

That is why I stayed in my house these few days and lazy to going out with my cuzzies.. My vision is not so good! I have to wear shades most of the time when I'm outside, but usually in normal days I do.

My eyes look so fucking weird with unbalanced size, (coz I'm wearing korean lenses with enlarging effect) so whenever I have to entered shops in Lahad Datu (currently in holidae! so I'm at my hometown) I will remove my shades and put it at least inside my bag or my head. Because I feel it is funny when someone wearing a shades inside the building or shopping complexes!

Like this!

Credits to : .

Credits to :

Not to mention few names that I recalled, those artists who use shades inside building during singing competition or show and I think is so so so FUNNY.

But that is still "acceptable" compare to those who wears sunglass inside the club!

You need darker space man, don't you?

GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! So damn fucking funny! The club is not dark enough for them??? hardly to resist with those sexay girls?? So ugly and wanted to cover their fucking ugly face???? If you want to look cool inside the club, please la do not wear SUNGLASSES. Find other option la, buduh jg mo pakai spek dlm club!

I experienced this incident when I was inside the club, my friend noticed a guy who sit on the table next to us, dancing and drinking. Firstly I have to admit that he ;looks cool, nice body but then...

Wearing a SUNGLASS at 3.00 AM ? What a biggest turn off in guys!! Kimak, sial, babi betul, shit, fuck! Wkakakakaka *Can't stop laughing*




I know I know, I admit last time I also wear glasses inside building purposefully to look cool and now I wrote here to make fun of those who wears glasses in building basically looks like I am insulting myself.

But I insisted that inside shopping complex is much much better (muahahaha) compare to those who wear it in club!

But this is cool!


Saw this article in web from The 1# Vegas Nightlife Resource :

Camwhore section :

Me me me! Wearing shades on sunny day is cute!

I know! Camwhoring is fun! Don't blame me!

Random :

Not related to this post, camwhoring is fun. Indeed! Doesn't matter I am fat!

But, why my eyes still red!!?? I finished the antibiotic, use the eye drop given by doctor by still not cured! I am sick of using 1 lens, can't enjoyed the TV, can't chatting properly (coz I have to get close and closer to the monitor once I can't see what my friends are typing)

AArrrghhhhhhhhhhhh!! I need a cute spectacles!

Next week I will be coming to KL, then attending my cuzzie's wedding at Ipoh. OH NOOOOO!!!!!!! NOT WITH MY PINK EYE! :( :(

P/s : Goddamnit! Go away pink eye! Faster!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Happy Teacher's Day

Who are you?

Are you a Business-man?

Might be an Engineer?

Or a Doctor?

Do you success in your life?

How about a Police?

or Soldier? perhaps a Dato' , Tan Sri, Tun ?

Whatever it is, you can't get those fucking titles like engineer, doctor, business-man and whatsoever without a..


Happy Teacher's Day Everyone! 16 May 2009 especially to my blogger friends that involve in education "industry" hahaha like Chegu Carol and also Jac a.k.a Broken Satellite.

Well, get you ass up and shake my hand ! ( Coz I'm a teacher, soon...)

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Fuck You!

(As requested)

I was whining to Sis. Alice about this guy who talk shit about me, she asked me to blog about it so she can read it. I think deeply.. yeah! Why not?

Fuck You!

Simple story if your mind is still "WTF is she talking about?"

Few months ago time there is a chubby guy who wants to know me through FriendSter (He was introduced to me by a friend of mine). So from friendster to YM and then we texting each other. And finally he made a brave step, asking me if I can be his girl friend.

**Fortunately I've been single for 2 years but having a commitment in term of relationship with someone is something I have no intention to think about yet.

I said "I'm sorry but I haven't meet you up"

So cut off the damn long introduction. We met off in KK, hang out together, dine and went off to the club but I SWEAR we never went out just two of us. I must be accompanied by my best friend, Cai. I am definitely feel not comfortable if going out with him without my friend.

This time he asking me again, same question as above if I can be his gf or not. But I replied "No, I'm not ready yet. I'm sorry"

He even asked and begged me, until there is one part he said "Would you marry me?"


I am still 20, going on 21 and married in this young age is something I never think I would do it!

Then, we less contact to each other, might be because I rejected him and there is some part I think he did not respect me as a friend and a girl.

I thought there is no moreeeeeee...

But then, few days ago this story about me and him came up again.

A friend of mine told me that she heard this guy's friends talking crap about me that.. I've slept with him.. Oh SHIT??!!?!?!?!

I told her, "NO! HELL NO!" and I explained to her from A-Z!


Stupid ass hole! Why would he create such a stupid and ridiculous story that I think is not funny at all!

6 words for him = Pukimak, bagus kau pigi mati la.

Before this, my housemate has warned me to be careful with this guy, so I told myself that.. In case there is something bad happened. What would I do? But I never think about it I just let it be..

Finally the time has come.. Is this is the consequences of rejecting a guy?


1. WTF is this all about?
I rejected a guy named A**N the terrible, and finally end up his friends talking crap about me. LoLz

2. Its normal when a person or group talking craps about others.

3. Are you pretty enough to reject a guy? Eww..
Whatever situation it is you are not me, neither do I.

4. Story, please..
A friend of mine told me that this guy told his fucking friends that he already B***/F*** me up. WTF???????????

And shockingly, my friend trusted what she heard. That's sad.

5. Seems like its a personal story, don't you mind to post it up in your blog?
(Read answer number 3)

6. Angry?
Firstly, YES! Don't you get freak when someone told a stupid story to his friends and then end up they had a negative imagination about you. That is insane and I am totally hate it.

But, I am here to tell them that I am not that CHEAP! Yes, INDEED.

Don't let yourself down by "PIGS".

7. What you want to do now?
I felt like want to send a private msg to him in facebook, or how about confront him and smack his ass off but honestly.. for what? Can it change what had happened?

I don't keep in touch with "animal".

When it comes to the right way, there is a hierarchy.. GOD, My family, friends, cat, dog, pig, vermin then "YOU". Ops.. Might be out from the line. I don't give a shit about "you", what ever "you" are trying to do and whatsoever because you are nothing :)

Fuck you, fuck you very very much.


And I can't stop whining, whining and whining recently, MSN is suck! I got a lot of messages asking me to visit this site, that site this site and bla bla bla! My pc BOOMED because my sister didn't update the anti virus!

**My pc is back, but then MSN cannot install. Wtf.

Yeah right..



My final JPJ test was the last Friday, and I was the 2nd person to do the test among 70++ peoples!!

But I managed to do it all nicely! Happy! :D

I am ready to stuck my ass off inside the car during traffic jam at the driver seat!

And now I'm sitting here in front of my PC and felt so thankful to god that I passed and I am so fucking glad about it because if I failed..

Mummy will kill me!

P/s : Daddy! I want a car! :(

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day :)

We started our life as a child.. Without mother, who are you?

I just got back from Tambunan just now, and finally sitting here in front of my laptop to tell you all how glad I am to be daughter's of Mrs. Moilih :) (Not to forget my daddy, Mr. Cyril :D )

I have nothing to give my mummy, broke bah now hahahahahaha :D but I have brought a Roxy Tee for her belated birthday but haven't give to my mum yet.

Anyways, I will post pictures during the Kaamatan in Tambunan. :) :)

Oh ya, this is Mummy & Daddy.

Once again,

Happy mother's day to all readers and Mummy Bloggers like KadusMama, BabyRenn Ayon and and and (errr who else is a Mummy Blogger here?) to everybody!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

My life as a former Ragnarok Online player (Tribute to KAOS & NEO guild)

This post is dedicated to everyone who are playing Ragnarok Online especially for KAOSIANS and NEOPIANS.

Attention! : This is NOT a RAGNAROK private server that I am going to talk about.

I am missing Ragnarok Online game.. :(

For those who are not familiar or don't know what is Ragnarok Online game about, here's the explanation I took from Wikipedia.

Ragnarok Online's official logo.

According to Wikipedia :

" Ragnarok Online (Korean: 라그나로크 온라인), often referred to as RO, is a massively multiplayer online role-playing game or MMORPG created by GRAVITY Co., Ltd. based on the manhwa Ragnarok by Lee Myung-jin. It was first released in South Korea on 31 August 2001 for Microsoft Windows and has since been released in many other locales around the world. Much of the game's mythos is based on Norse mythology, but its style has been influenced by Christianity and Asian cultures. The game has spawned an animated series, Ragnarok the Animation, and a sequel game, Ragnarok Online 2: The Gate of the World. "

I would like to re-introduce myself as a Ragnarok player if there are any R.O players who reads this and playing at CHAOS/BALDER server from 2004 - 2007 with nicknames/characters like :-

Nick : LikkuAnn
Job : High Priest
Level : 99

Nick : a N n
Job : High Priest
Level : 99

Nick : Charmaine*~
Job : Blacksmith
Level : *forgot* hahaha

*I lost the picture*

Nick : ~*AnN*~
Job : High Wizard
Level : 99

*I lost the picture*

Nick : .Ann.
Job : Creator
Level : 99

I was introduced to this game by my cousins and created a character named "ganjagirl" , I was inspired to use this name because there is a "bot" in Counter-Strike game name "GanjaMan" and I thought it would be cool if I am using the similar name hehe.

My ganjagirl was totally screwed up because on that time I had 0% knowledge about how to build my status as a "magician" . I simply add up my Str/Agi/Luk/Int and without thinking on how to up the exact status.

Then I met "Likku" and we became a lover in game and finally in real life *bwahahaha* but that was last time. He introduced me to join NEO guild and here my life as a crazy gamer has started, and that is how I got my nick as "LikkuAnn" =)

He taught me how to build up my Priest status, join the guild war, finding good items, leveling in a suitable place, botting (Thanks to Jun because helping me to bot my id) and so on. It was nice to know NEO guild because they are all friendly, helpful and supportive. On that time, NEO guild was ruled byBuAyA or Neopia.

My items. (Please be noted that the formal ghostring is not mine. Its expensive that time, price can reach almost rm700 - RM1k)

When R.O started to paid, seems like everyone's was missing, few players quitted and in the mean time I have no girl friends in NEO guild since my best friend Minah a.k.a JunJhun (High Priest) was also quitted and Sara a.k.a -=Serendipity=- has left NEO, too and joined KAOS. In the mean time, BuAyA less online and his position was taken by Legolas.

Guild War with NEO.

Me and the other NEOpians, defending the "emperium".

Supporting the wizards.

Last day before the server merging. In Hong Lou Castle.
In picture : Neo,Kaos,Legacy,Majestic,Conspiracy,No Comment,Malaysia,Elven and that dragon guild (forgot name).

I felt lonely because no one to chat during guild war, further more there was an incident between me and one of NEO member and it made me pissed off. At the same time I was close with KAOS leader AnNeS.

Me & AnNeS.

From left : My best friend Sara a.k.a Serendipity, Myself a.k.a LikkuAnn, Bob a.k.a AnNeS and Meeiyi.

For your information , KAOS and NEO are fatal enemies in Ragnarok Online Chaos server.

NEO official logo :

KAOS (Kill All On Sight) official logo :

So leaving NEO and joining KAOS means DEATH for me. Firstly it was very hard for me because I know if NEOpians know about I left them and join KAOS, I'm gonna be dead. Thank god there are only few of them are insulting me, most of them are still "okay" with me even though they knew I am not a NEOpians anymore.

Thanks to AnNeS and all kaosians who welcoming me to my new guild KAOS, they are definitely great! Really supportive! I was having great time with KAOS, joining guild war with them even though sometimes there are some "neopians" who still insulting me like "anjing kaos" and bla bla bla. It was hurtful when your friends turned out to be your enemy just because of leaving your old guild.

But the game still on, my kaosians friend support me and told me to ignore "them" . I am not mentioning that all NEOpians are craps but its just few of them.

Unfortunately I lost my guild war screen shot with KAOS :( I forgot where the hell I keep it all arghh!!

In KAOS guild, I was using my 2nd character a N n (please refer the screen shot above) , it is a super dex high priest where I cast spell very fast. But my weaknesses is I have quite low vitality compare with the other high priests.

And with helps from Bob, I created another two new character which is ~*AnN*~ (HighWizard) and also .Ann. (Creator) . Practically I don't know how to play these two characters nicely, might be because I'm playing High Priest for most of the time.

Then on 19.04.07 ..

One of the KAOS former leader LoverGirL decided to quit playing Ragnarok Online, so the other leaders had discussed and finally decided to disband the guild. Which means there are no more OFFICIAL KAOS in mRO server.

(Please be noted : LoverGirL is one of the very important person in KAOS guild.)

I am not very sure about the reason, totally forgot. Might be because of boredom (less player)?

And Since that day, I quitted play Ragnarok Online :(

These are the last screen shots of KAOSians in mRO before disband.

Gathering at Comodo.

Heading off to *somewhere* (Forgot the map's name)

Guild picture.

At Prontera Church.

With friends.

KAOS official screen shot in Forum.

But KAOS family is a family. We quitted the game but not our friendship, we even had a gathering/reunion together at Port Dickson, Negeri 9 on 7-8 July 2007.

Wai Seng a.k.a Stryk3r, Chevlyn a.k.a LoverGirL and Blue a.k.a ~Blue*439~


With KAOSians in real life.


KAOS official group picture in forum. (Too bad I wasn't in this picture because I was in the room, changing my tee)

But, KAOS are still exist! As an example a Cyber-Cafe at Shah Alam named as Kaos Net. And few games like Cabal Online where there are also KAOSians playing included myself.

And I had few of blogger friends who played Ragnarok, too. They are Faisal Admar, Hidayah Admar, Rezza, Sara and Renn.

(I've asked Faisal Admar for his character's screen shot and also his sister but due to my internet problem. I can't get it. Grr!)

Anyways, I miss Ragnarok Online so much :( :(

Credits to :

Neo Forum :
Neo Forum Admin : Storath
All NEOpians.

Kaos Forum :
All KAOSians.

**All KAOSians real life pictures was posted without permission from the persons in the picture. I am sorry if this can caused misunderstanding or whatsoever, pictures are posted purposefully just for an information.

** NEO logo was taken from NEO forum with permission from Storath (NEO forum Admin)

** I wrote this post based on my own experience in Ragnarok Online. If there is any mistakes regarding the facts, you are welcomed to post a comment to re-correct me or mail me at


Few contents were edited on 10 September 2012.

More screenshots, credits to Nicholas! :)